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Count Backwards From 1: Zero

by Haught Heir

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1.
Moving ahead Even if I want to be dead Another dead end Another open question No reflection No coping mechanism No learned lesson Just television No reflection No driving ambition No reflection No inner one on one No dialog No one else allowed No peace of mind No happy times No reflection No meditation No reflection No mediation No reflection I wanna dumb it down No reflection Can I wait it out? No reflection No reflex kicking in No reflection But now I see it No reflection No intuition No ambition Just insulation No reflection No refraction No prism No getting in No reflection In isolation In my prison No visitations No reflection And now I'm caving in No reflection I'm a vampire Don't let me in Don't let me in
2.
Flying Blind 04:14
Flying Blind Hurtling through the sky So it goes Guess we're going all in this time (Tell me... Are we looping? What's happening? Where is the ground? What's that sound? What's up ahead? Is this the end? Are you a friend? Say something) Say can you see? You don't see just like me Tell me lies Say a prayer I forgot how to care Since I've been flying blind In the dark Where is the brighter side? Blind 3rd eye Blind follow blind No sight We're flying blind My mind Can't find Down time Doubts climb Blind 3 eyes Blind follow blind Just ride Blind in the mind Feel fine Blind to the time Nose dive Keep it inside (Tell me.. Which way is north? Which way to go? Which switch to flip? Who's seat is this?) Autopilot on Don't look down Autopilot on Don't look around I can only see What goes wrong Don't look at me Falling free Falling free I can feel the rush Dipping into a dive Gripping strange controls Functions still unknown Now it's sinking in This is happening How I'm braced for death This must be a dream This must be the time Where I wake to find That I'm still flying I'm still flying blind Real good times Since we've been flying blind Friends still find Their peace of mind All this time Everyone's flying blind Tail spinning Laughing at "this is fine" Where is up? Where is the brighter side? Head in sand Heading for the decline So it goes Oh well Oh never mind So it goes Guess we'll keep flying blind
3.
Heart beat Head ache Ears ringing Wearing me down Keeps beating Still reeling Now thinking Compressing Keep stressing Ain't had enough Spinning like a top Heartbeat ramping up Heart beat Head ache Heart speaks Head thinks it ain't right Heart pumping Head keeps pounding Heart feels something Head responding Heart beat Head ache Heart keeps Head awake at night Can't help but flutter Can't help but stutter Too consistently Can't beat the programming Can't help the anger Can't help but feed fear It's just awaking Been breaking in Heart is lonely Head is heavy Heart is hiding Head is dying Keeps feeding Still reeling Pure feeling Been drinking it in Cut the feeling Heart beat Head ache Heart beat Head ache Heart speaks Head thinks it ain't right Heart pumping Head keeps pounding Heart feels something Head responding Heart beat Head ache Heart keeps Head awake at night
4.
I know that you thought I was a good catch But now you probably see me like you caught the flu Maybe like a chronic disease Maybe like a preventable STD Since you're as stubborn as you are pretty You're stuck with me To you and all that have come before Thanks for trying I take more than I give I ain't lying I'm a bottomless pit And you fell in love There's a chasm to fill And love is not enough I'm a broken light bulb Sweep it under the rug And you cut yourself Trying to clean my mess up I still appreciate all that comfort Thanks for trying I still want to pay you back Wishes in place of trying My problems are older than you I swear I'm trying I hope I've given you more than lessons So thanks for trying anyways Thanks for trying I ain't lying I'm in hiding Thanks for trying Don't think of what should have been You know where I'm heading Thank me for not dragging you down I know you wasted your time

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First in a series of EPs cataloging personal / mental decline. Good times, good times...

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released October 31, 2020

Composition, Lyrics, Performance, Production, Mixing/Mastering by Gordon Byrd

Nikki Eskola:
Drums on "Flying Blind"
Drums and Rhythm Guitar on "Heartbeat, Headache"

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Haught Heir Minneapolis, Minnesota

Definition of HAUGHT
1obsolete : Haughty
2obsolete : NOBLE, HIGH-MINDED, LOFTY

Definition of HEIR
1: one who receives property from an ancestor

Definition of HOT AIR
n. Slang
Empty, exaggerated talk.

Teenage Moods / Regal Treats guy, making bedroom rock and electronic-tinged jamboree.
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